Unmotivated today

Feeling just a bit unmotivated today.... figured something out in the project I am working on, which I am quite pleased with....Why is it on unmotivated days that I do process more stuff than expected and figure stuff out...

The first thing I am going to get with $$ tomorrow is some sleep aid. I really need a good night's sleep... Getting worried about tons of stuff (money, the road back, hoping to get a real job, needing to go to the gyn for female stuff that may be due to the RAI.... yearning for a gym workout on more recent equipment than what is in clubhouse..... ).

Some days, I really ache to be back in Boston... for both of us to have friends close by and hang out with... Its sad that folks that I consider to be my best friends live up north tho I have tons via TNT... my home away from home. I can't wait to start training with them again...

Enough venting for one day...

Back at It

The wait continues for the results from the spinal tap over three weeks ago... a treatment plan would be ideal.. especially since under the great advise a great friend, i went out for a run on Saturday.... not a great time, but still getting out there... i am practically able to move with no assitance, and better when the temperature where I am is good and cool.... gonna get back into the wii'ing soon, too... need a little motivation to do so. Exciting news is that I said I would do Ragnar 2012 with some LCAR and JOR friends... I love relays, especially if we can repeat the awesome time we had in NH during Reach the Beach...

In other news, I decided to get out of the house a little and start volunteering at a community development program in town.... not a bad gig, just helps me get my mojo back into the real world.... i will try to post more later!