It's really weird. I feel so much better than I have been in ages... the strange part is that its since I have gotten the diagnosis. It may be all mental, but you know its something. I am able to get around solo without a ton of help.

Tomorrow, I am hoping to be able to go for a walk with Dave. That is, if Dave is feeling better. The past few days have totally freaked me out. His blood sugar has been really high, and he's been having a really hard time staying awake. But if he is awake, its all good. Friends and family have been awesome through this. I am hoping that the stuff that shands is hooking me into (100% paid care) will get linked into Dave. Even just to see a doc to get meds. I am still doing good at this volunteer gig, wish it paid. Its the type of job I really could get into.

Still waiting to hear about last week, and have another appointment Monday... an interview is an interview... I just want something very soon.... Going a little nuts, but the volunteer stuff has got me back in the working mode. Thankful for the little things in life... Just want the insomnia to go away, and Dave to feel better. THe trials of getting older, I guess.

I have a new mantra...."marathongirl is back"