exercise update

i have been going to the anytime fitness regularly since joining.  feel amazing after workouts.  getting back to the point where i can do a little more each time.  wish that my appetite would increase, tho.  lost a ton of weight that i really did not need to.  i must say the road back looks lots clearer.   i think goals will be able to be obtained soon. it is so nice to go, especially since I can now to a point, and i have missed it so.  it really feels like a part of my life is back.

i almost said "adios" to the volunteer gig. Dave is right that they just want to take advantage of me; it just is really tough to say "no".  Its almost like they depend on me to be here.  If i was getting paid, it would be one thing; not getting paid is another.  Or if I was getting something more than a thank you.  They are planning an event, and I could do the whole thing blind folded.  i had a folder with ideas, and they used everyone of them.  Did the big chiefs acknowledge that i thought of stuff they did not?  Shows to me that I cannot have stuff laying out that they look at.  Oh, well, live and learn.

We are 30 days from the Regional Summit, and it just doesn't seem that a ton of folks will be coming.  We are going since a bunch of crew members have either national and/or regional positions.  I know for a fact we are disappearing for a couple of hours Saturday afternoon/evening to go to the MS Walk in Tampa.  Somehow it is a little more important to us.  I hate asking, but let me know if you need the link to donate.  Every dollar counts.  I wish I was able to donate more myself.....

quick dave update:  he is doing okay, though sleeping lots.  he had lost more weight, but i think its mostly water weight.  wish he could go with me to the gym....  it would just do him so much good..... mentally and physically.